Last night, I planned a ritual in order to add some clarity to the path I should be walking. I felt I needed a more poignant method of making it clear that I'm a bit confused over what lies ahead and Who I can feel calling to me from the peripheries. I thought it was a rather straight-forward ritual to call Them. However, it had rather unexpected results.
Throughout the chunk of the ritual, the chant was largely something to the effect of: may whoever is hanging around, please reveal themselves; may whatever God be near, please reveal Yourself; may whatever Goddess be near, please reveal Yourself. This may have been too vague.
After raising, I was... overcome by an intense arousal like something I have not felt in a very long time. It was both overwhelming and compelling at the same time. It was unbridled, ecstatic, and wild lust and desire.
I'm not sure what to make of it. It wasn't at all what I was expecting. Well, in all honestly, I wasn't sure what to expect but it certainly wouldn't have been [i]that[/i].
There are a few Gods who come to mind when I ask who could have inspired such a fit. But I didn't get an impression of devotion but that could have been the fault of the... distraction.
I think it will be something to mull over. And I'll have to try a different approach when seeking out what Gods have been calling me.
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